I just feel drained for some reason. Its like the vain feeling of wanting to be free but dreading the unknown. I wonder how that will pan out in the end. I have been considering taking online classes for right now and beginning to travel a bit. It would make my money stretch and then I could go in person when needed. I also considered driving to tucson once a week and meandering az. I just haven't decided my best course yet. My biggest thought is too do the once class and mearly roam as I see fit.