8 weeks 5 days. I got to put in my phone my put 2 weeks notice in. I feel like the days are measured in meals, shifts worked and weeks gone by. I am off monday and tuesday so I will be getting quite a few things done. I am going to call the temp agencies and ask around but ultimately with so few weeks left, we shall see. Yesterday was the climax of stress. I just need to breathe, its all coming together slowly but surely. I am taking on no new obligations. I talked to grandma yesterday and she is good at making sense of chaos which was what I needed. Now its time to do more laundry, make a trip to the store for grandmas cat and go to work. I am odd in that to save money on gas, I feel the need to do everything in a local circle. Now its time to get ready and listen to my podcasts which I started on break but co workers chatted instead which is okay. I enjoy a good chat as well.

I may have to sell a few more items that I own which makes me sad. The hours getting cut @ work, some last minute bills and plans, but really its just getting through it to be on my way. I don't think the path will be easy but its a new path.

8 weeks 6 days to be exact

I apologize for the last few posts being back dated but my data went out and now works again in random order but enough. I am hunting for a new job for the last few weeks although work changes happen in 2 weeks so I may ride it out, but I am going to look. My relative wants to go inpatient because I am leaving. I just don't know and if he stays longer I don't get to leave. I have been selfless and supported inpatient my entire life but like I told him why not ask me sooner not 8 weeks before leaving. Time will tell. I just can't do obligations now. Not this close to leaving. I already signed up for classes, got funding approved and just started packing.id need to do my income tax today so I have that in hand to get the windshield fixed. Then its on we go. I can't believe how slow the days are but time goes fast.

I had the oddest brunch today but it sounded good: 2 hotdogs with katchup, a baked potato with katchup, and a few baby carrots. The last 2 days I haven't gone anywhere as I am trying to save money. I go out, I spend as I would need to eat, use gas ect. I am trying to live like a spartan until I leave, then I plan to mosy, get out west, explore, and then look at options. I think I have explored craigslist and talked to people quite a bit. I have an idea of parking places, apartments if needed and a list of vets and boarders for the cats if needed. Now I am going to focus on saving money, and prepping to go as it just maybe the trip starts sooner and I would have to sublet my apartment for a month or so. If I leave sooner, I am heading south and then over. Early 1 27 11 written

I have had no calling or data ability at my apartment which I normally do. But in the least I started thinking of the things that are moving with me. My job is looking like they are going to make everyone rebid over the first shift full time positions they are getting rid of so the entire campus is getting punished. There is one spot I won't work and its likely being close to lowest on the pole I am going to get screwed and if I do, then its time to leave sooner. Hopefully the process will take longer to negotiate. Written 1 27 11

I am going to begin shopping for another cell provider once I get the move done. I just renewed for the month with straight talk and have only downloaded 2 apps and 1 podcast episode from the history of Rome by mike duncan and it was the last one. I got half way through the first one and my phone is being dumb. Its either going to be a android tablet with services and google voice and maybe a cheap cell. As of right now I can't call either.